Alcohol and Crush and KISS
I’ve got a major case of drunkenness last night. It’s been too long since I was this drunk and now I’ve decided that I won’t drink anymore. Shucks, my head is still spinning. I’m absent for work this morning because I can’t seem to find the energy to go out right now.
And last night I think I’ve done something embarrassing, like confessing my feelings to my crush who is my close friend and fraternal brother. I sent a text message telling him that he was my crush. I’m not really ashamed of what I did, I was just a little shocked that I could do such a thing. Or maybe I was just waiting for the time when I have gathered enough courage to confess. (I used to wish I was living in Japan where girls could get their chance to confess and all.) He was probably shocked too. Hahaha!
This was not the first time that I’ve dared to do something that could be considered to bold of me. There was a time when I kissed a guy ON THE LIPS. (I’m kinda half-wishing that the guy I kissed was my crush. I’m not that sorry that I did that though, because that guy was actually my type, it seems. hehe). Being me, that was totally out of my character. Well, I have no regrets. But the people around me “protested”. They scolded me for what I’ve done, though I don’t think it’s something they should make a big deal out of because in the first place, it’s not their lips that I used to kiss (actually I’m not the one who initiated it, it was the guy), and in the second place, I’M ALREADY 22, going 23 next month. I’M TOTALLY OF LEGAL AGE ALREADY BUT THEY ARE TREATING ME AS IF I WAS A KID. FYI, I haven’t done anything like that before, and I haven’t done anything beyond that even now. I was thinking that was some kind of an educational experience for me. But they made it a huge issue and I say those idiots were totally out of line. They’re now saying that I’m a flirt, when I haven’t even done anything like that again. Now that’s what you call OVER-EXAGGERATION.
But I’ve sworn to myself that I will never mess around with alcoholic drinks anymore. It’s just a pain in the a$$ when you wake up with a huge case of hangover the next morning. Plus, it’s not good for a sickly person like me. hahaha!
(11/25/11, 11:59AM)
