Walking on sunshine!
If you hear someone telling others negative stuff about yourself, you should know that YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO EXPERIENCED THAT. The same thing happened to me too. Well, here’s what I have to say to them.
Don’t force your ideal me on me. If you don’t see beyond the “Glenice” you think I was, then you don’t know me at all. I never forced my ideals on you to begin with. I accepted you for who you are, so I was expecting you’d do the same for me. Is that so hard to do?
errr…maybe some people do find that hard to do. LOL!
Just recently I was told by my officemate that she likes me because I don’t do “libak”. I was pleased with myself for that. hahah, I just listen to them gossip about other people, but personally I got tired of minding other people’s business. “kapoi na manlibak”. I’d prefer to be called a self-centered egoist rather than talk about other people’s dirt. I have to mind my own life, you know. Even if it seems boring to wrap myself in my own bubble, but I love it. I don’t care what you say about me, I’m totally ignoring negative vibes now.
I’ve tried wallowing myself in depression some time ago and it didn’t help at all. It only created lots of trouble for me and I just wasted my relatively limited time. I realized, I might have to live only for a few years, a few months, a few weeks or a few days, so it doesn’t matter what they will say about me. When I die I’ll just come back and haunt them! LOL!!!
On a more serious note, I know now that the most important thing to do is to live the life I wanted to live. I’ve only got one. There’s no sense wasting it. I’ll just do what I wanted to do, regardless of what the others say about me. After all, my character is more important than my reputation. And my character is all about living life without treading on other people’s lives (unless they try to mess up with me. *evil grin*).
Stronger than yesterday! … I’m walking on sunshine… Singing in the rain…
My head is spinning and I’m feeling dizzy coz I’m kinda sick, but I’m happy even though I’m all alone right now. Turns out, I don’t need anyone to be this happy. I just needed to be with myself to realize that. :D
I’m totally posting this on my tumblr account, and I’m plurking this positive aura everyday, and I’ll tweet this. I’m spreading the “AJA” spirit all over my social networks!
